2 papers Left!!!!! :D today's the most hectic day:/ Chinese was the usual and physics was ok. And I'm still sick. Rotten luck:( 5DAYS of lying on my bed, to weak to talk and move about. 4TRIPS to thedoctor's with 4 injections in the butt and an iv drip and a whole ton of medicine. And I got scolded for not eating my medicines:/ i hope I NEVER EVER have stomach flu again:( And I really detest porridge and plain bread!!! I could finally eat proper food last night and I'm finally getting better, just in time to take my papers! I never even study properly and I don't even get nervous or anxious before the paper! aiyo!

The last two days have been really terrible:( diarrheoa fever stomachache headache....i have been lying in bed for so long:( I barely managed to study bio but it was fine(: though I felt like I was dying!! Had a jab and ate lots of medicine but still sick:(

Why, oh why must this happen to me now? Down with diarrheoa :( feeling so terrible now. Hot, cold, weak and very very hungry:( and it was cos of yesterday's disgusting and unpalatable lontong! I can't study in this state:(

Why, oh why must this happen to me now? Down with diarrheoa :( feeling so terrible now. Hot, cold, weak and very very hungry:( and it was cos of yesterday's disgusting and unpalatable lontong! I can't study in this state:(

I had the sudden urge to stretch and so I did. Front side back splits ah I feel so unfit:(

Ugh physics was not so good!! I made several mistakes:( egeog was ok but I hope the examiner accepts my crap on japans automobile industry(: finally, I cam take a breath before studying yet again!! 5 down, 4 to go(: 9 more daysss yesss!

Mep was harder then I expected and I wrote alot of crap! Somehow it just became my most vulnerable subject :( But I'm glad it's over!! No more Haydn. no more symphony no.104 on my iPod no more mep(:(:(: and now I have to work on my egeog and physics!!!

I like the peace of the night(: just me and my iPod. And my books. Kinda put me in a reflective mood... Just a random thought: I love the rain. Esp during the exam. Somehow it just brings joy and confidence to me(:

I have absolutely no motivation to study mep:( and i need to get ss out of my head!!! (shouldn't have memorized so much)

My brain is turning to mush... Please don't fail me tmr!!! Haha my attempt to sleep early wake up early failed so terribly cos of my wonderful habit of procrastination. ssssssssssss ahhhh! I love my iPod very much(: it always keeps me going(:

I am so bored with studying:( my parents are at prologue and theycalled me a zillion times to ask if I needed stationary, trying to squeeze out the most of the 25% discount haha!

I'm up! Mashed an egg on a plate for breakfast haha(: and for the first time, I caught my dad before he left for golf!! I had a really funny dream last night! I was at surf camp with my sister (not in Singapore of course) and I can still remember myself paddling in the salty sea haha(: then when we returned home, my mother was pregnant with twins! I think it was two little boys (: haha! Such a far-fetched and unreal dream! Since the English paper, i've beeen having dreams rather often!! There was one where it was my piano diploma exam and I hvent learnt my last piece and I forgot how to ply the rest.after 10mins of warming ip, I realisedbi didn't have two of the scores. So my sis and I was searching my teacher's house for scores, to no avil, and my teacher couldn't help cos she just moved house and everything was in a mess. Somehow the dream ended when my family was walking down orchard road and I was wondering if I should go buy my scores at music essentials! Haha(: omg there's too much to study:( hardcore studying starts now!!!! Grrrr

3 down, 6 to go! no more math(: no more, no more! haha destressed by watching 3 ep of teen cribs.oh man, i better start studying! and no more waking up late for me! Ive been getting 10hrs of sleep everyday, jealous? but Os are tortorous:( esp. next week! oh crap

Finally, my gastric pains are gone(: I wasted so much time today "waiting" for dinner ( can't study on an empty stomach) cos my bro came back so so late! Anyway, guess who's on the dean's list for economics?! Haha(: ohmy, next week will be hell!!!!

VANESSA
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